25% of the way!

Ok well although my scale bumped back up this morning, im going to ignore that number and go from what it said yesterday cause I did eat a big dinner last night and I havent... gone to the bathroom yet.

I am 25% of the way to my goal! Granted you would have to round up the 24.7% to 25... But 25% of the way there!

Im hoping to still reach my 55lbs goal by the 30th June 2010. Which ive got 10% of the way there so far... Im kicking my ass back into gear and going to exercise next week, ive just had a sore ankle this week... *excuses excuses*

3rd Fill is coming up for Thursday next week. Very much looking forward to that! FILL ME UP! I have restriction... But its not good restriction. and its starting to fade...

Thing i have learnt about my band though is that if I drink heaps of fluid it is quite loose and I can eat almost ANYTHING, but if I dont drink much water... dont even try to eat anything solid.

I guess this may be the same for alot of people.

A little quote that I really like:

"A ship is safe in the harbour, but thats not what it was built for"

Valentines day!

Hey Blog...

So I went out last night, Thats was alright, went to a guys house for his birthday havent seen him in ages. there were alot of people there.

His brother was there, and his brother used to be very chubby and well no he used to be obese and there was this guy there that was tall, buff and blonde and my friend I came with was talkign to him and saying that he had lost alot of weight and was looking good... and I was looking between her and him going... I know this guy... until Kat looked at me and said... Oh you dont recognise him do you! It was the brother. He'd lost a fuck load of weight and was looking really buff.

Made me start thinking.. Frick I wanna be in that position.... where people dont recognise me cause im so skinny. =(

I just got a bunch of roses =) yay!

Im going to go have breakfast soon... Im back on Opti Fast. in order to reach my goal. Will try and do some exercise tomorrow morning before work but we shall see how that goes.

The boys wanna go to the beach but yeah im not going.

Alright well that is all... farewell

11/02/10

So Im noticing some differences in myself... Some major ones. My engagement ring is starting to feel weird because i can move it so easily... Thats probably the one place I dont want to loose weight in because I dont want to have to get to the stage where I cant wear it.

I dont think i wrote about my embarrising moment the other day...

When I started my Pre-op diet I took a stark Naked photo of myself up front and to the side. So I can see the real, bare naked different in my body. The other day I took another one cause im 15kilos down and there are differences. I did have the intention on Comparing the two but I cant find where I put the first photo on my computer... (I hid it so no one could find it... Now I cant)

I had to go and print off some photos because my OH and I had an engagement party on the 23rd of January and my lovely Uncle took photos for us. I also took some photos on my camera before the event and of some friends. So I loaded up all the photos onto a USB stick, strolled down to the store, popped in the USB Stick. And up comes 2 Naked photos of myself. In the middle of the store. Guess I found them.

Could have just died... right there...

Up side... I can see a difference in my body.

Monday

I wish I had something funny to talk about... Or I could write witty and comical posts like those I follow... But I cant... Cause I'm not funny... Im turning into a true accountant...

So today I got stuck... twice, Which seems to be a bit of a continuous thing with me...

I guess i need to really learn what im doing...

So I did my 2 miles this morning HAZZAH! Go me.

And, I dont know what else to write...

I have very cute dogs by the way...

But im hoping for hanky panky time tonight with the Fiance.... He really doesnt have an option... I will result to rape... Its been too long

Question, What do you do if your step son is being teased and bashed in school and is only in Grade 3.

Ok well Im outie... Going to go dream of being skinny

New Goal!

Ok Im setting myself a new goal!

I want to be at 99kilos by the 16th of May 2010!

Thats a 25 kilo loss in 15 weeks.... Most likely not going to happen so i have a "I'd be happy with goal" of 110 which is roughly the weight I was when I met my Fiance. Thats a 15 kilo loss in 15 weeks. Which I am pretty sure I can do. with 2 fills in between.

So thats my goals!

I lost 1 kilo this week, which I do not deserve as I have been eating horribly and not exercising.

The scale this morning said I have put it back on though... so uh oh!

So Im going to be dieting, well not dieting because dieting got me to this spot. Im going to be watching what goes into my mouth, Im going to eat cruskits as snacks, or an apple or tea. No biscuits, or musli bars or whatever.

Also going to eat off of a small plate instead of a normal size one.And im not going to fill it up. And I wont eat unless Im hungry...

These are basically the Bandster rules I think... So in order to reach my goal. Im going to follow them... And exercise! did a 2 mile aerobic walk thanks to Leslie Sansone and her lovely team. Feeling good.

Will update soon

Updating ze Blog

Just thought I would give a quick update of my blog.

SItting outside... well kind of outside, Im in the garage with the door open.... I have a little seating area out here... Luke calls it my Cafe le Garag'e. It super duper hot though and my glasses are fogging up so i might go back inside...

Would be nice if there was a breeze?.... no....ok...

Somoene just pulled up out the front... the next door neighbour house is for rent, well the duplex... and they are coming over. No it was the owner! just me the owner! she said thank you for being such great tenants! yay!

shit and im all sweaty and yucky! Brilliant!

I might go and shut up my dog.

No but if i leave she might think im weird...

Probably thinks im weird anyway... sitting out front typing on my computer...

Oh well. anyway Luke should be back soon.

Luke is back so im going to go

Bad Day

Wow... Did I have a bad day today or what!

1200calories and that was after my afternoon snack...

I had some chocolate mud cake.... Some BBQ chicken on Cruskits and some other naughty stuff.

But I did record it...

other than that... lost 2 kilos last week yay!

Hazzah and trying to get the boys eating healthy. My future step son is worrying me with his weight gain. So we're eating healthy...